So, it's been a really long time since I've posted anything here. Every time I think "I should get back to the blog," I feel hugely underrated. I mean, what do I have to share that would seem profound or interesting? *awkward silence ... crickets chirping ...* Yeah, not much.
When I try to think of what my unique theme could be, I draw a blank. I don't have any real talents--I'm not athletic, trendy, crafty, politically connected or ubersmart. I have no musical blessings. I'm not a Mom who constructs amazing learning / exploring activities for her kids. I don't set time limits for my kids on TV or video games. I'm minimally technologically aware. I'm not up on movies. I can't remember punchlines. I'm not terribly eco-savvy. I make mistakes--a lot.
I am not "known" for anything.
The paparazzi would nap in my presence.
No one has ever commented that I am a prodigy in any field.
That's when I realized that my blog title (chosen years ago) really sums it up. I'm Just Jen. Plain, ordinary, common Jen. Not famous, followed or fantastical. Just run-of-the-mill.
I'm OK with that, though, because I realize that there are a lot of other schmucks like me just doing their thing living a simple little life. And, being "all that" (with or without the bag o' chips) isn't all it's cracked up to be either. I've seen plenty of people who have what I don't (you know--skills, abilities, fans, constant pressure to be amazing all the time) who aren't happy, satisfied, or rested. And, being completely honest, they tend to be dickish or bitchy. Nothing's ever good enough, big enough, fast enough, pretty enough, elite enough. And there are those who, at any given moment, feel like the spotlight isn't shining on them with enough brightness or intensity so they act out and throw a fit like a spoiled brat to make sure someone--ANYONE--is paying attention to them. And that's really not attractive. Or appealing. Ever.
So, I don't want to be amazing. I don't want to have to be perfect. I'll just be me. Just Jen.
5 comments:
Dear "Just Jen," that was a well written article. You do have a talent-you are very good with teens.
Hello!?! You ARE the best sister and friend anyone could have! That may not be a "talent" but you def impact everyone you come in contact with cuz you are so awesome! Oh, your talent just may be biting fingers! ;)
duh, chickie. You're just amazing being you. I'll be reading!
You're the best friend a gal could ask for and that is plenty enough for me. Miss you and love you!
We are very much alike! I am the same kind of mom you are! And you are an amazing person and an amazing teacher. I can't wait to read more.
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